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02 November 2005 @ 10:04 pm
Mixed emotions?....yes, i would say so.  
what has happened to my so called "group of friends"?? I don't understand how somthing so great and so..well great could turn upside down. Everything was fucking PERFECT for so long and it is begining to fall apart. I am torn between two people i love DEARLY and have to listen to them talk shit about eachother all the time. Everyone is mad at someone and i don't understand. The sad part is I don't believe any one of us really started it...i really feel like the only person I can really trust is josh and shelah (and of course some innocent bistandards). I think that is only because they are the most honest people i know. I don't like having to sceduel (spelling? eh..) plans around people just to keep the peace...

Jason, Amy, Josh, Shelah, Jen, Ash, Andy R, Sara, Andy S, Lauren, and kenny, I love you guys! my friends are my family and you are all that matter to me. Really you guys are the only people I talk to. I hope I didnt forget anyone but If i did you know who you are and i love you too.

Lates,
Jessica Brianne Wytiasa Bellew (try putting all that on a job app. lol)
 
 
Current Mood: crazycrazy
Current Music: Kanye West- Addiction
 
 
 
wayne brskaedger on November 6th, 2005 07:09 am (UTC)
love ya doll dont let shit get you down i know its been raining shit for alot of people lately but just do what im trying to do break your way through your troubles like a crazed fool